SCMS 2011

I did my first marathon today.
With my love, and my Pokenoobs :)

All the stories I've heard about how fragile life is,
all the time I hear about the darker side of humanity,
and how I cringe every single time I hear of all the unfortunate yet fated incidents.

It only made me learn how to appreciate the little things in life to a greater extent.
I'm beginning to find happiness an easier and simpler thing to accomplish.
Really, happiness can be so simple.
Only if you learn how to be grateful for every little thing.

We're all living because of the grace of God.
We ought to forgive freely just as Jesus would.

Sometimes you have to be your own hero

It's hard to wait around for something you know that might never happen.
But it's harder to give up when you know it's everything you ever wanted.

"Where there is love, there is life."
Tonight, I so doubt the existence of unconditional love. Or Agape, if you would like it to be called.

Perhaps, I'll never be able to take words as they are again.
Maybe, not a matter of ability. Just my wayward tendency to over-think.
Bad bad.

But yet again, it's my way of protecting myself.
Nobody will ever be able to truly understand what I went through. And I guess I won't ever want anyone to understand because it hurts so much.
I'm drained, from the inside out.

I pray with all of my heart, that 2012 will be a much better year.