Wednesday, January 4, 2012

Stronger.

4th January 2011.

Today I realized emotions get a tad stronger at night. I get a bit more upset at night when I start to miss you. Ahhhh, wish I could talk to you now. But no.

Hope you're doing good with your little campers.
I like to see you doing the things you do best. That's what God created you for- to impact lives, and transform people.
I like to see that extraordinary capacity and strength you have on the inside of you. You're my diamond in the rough. The person I love and adore the most.

But yet at the same time, it's quite a torture for me. Honeymoon period and you're away from me so often. Grrr! Bittersweet. Can't wait to see you again.

Keeping you dear and close in my prayers, love.

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Back.

Hmmm, you're back today.
I was over the moon, really happy to hear from you.
But you sounded like you were in a mad rush. You didn't reply me much. Guess you were rushing against time to go for your camp.

So... being back actually means nothing. Don't feel any bit closer to you at all ):
That initial first sense of happiness didn't last for long. Unfortunately.

Only happy to know that you're back home, safe and sound.
Never mind if we're not going to meet, or talk a lot (?)

And so, you're off for your camp till Friday tonight. Looks like I'm going to sleep tonight like how I did yesterday again. Just another day.

Monday, January 2, 2012

Action

Faith without works is DEAD.

Today, I talked to and found a new sense of assurance from dear God.
Thank You Jesus for the peace.
Thank You Jesus for the joy.
Thank You Jesus for being omnipresent.

Newfound love.

Today, your absence made me a little sick. Really not used to not having you around to make me laugh like you always do.
But it only served as a reminder to me that you might not be around, but your love remains the same old one.

I want to be your better girlfriend, your better best friend, your 24/7 intercessor, your constant cheerleader, you pillar of support, your soul mate and the utmost love of your life.
I like watching you smile from the inside of yourself. It means a whole lot to me.

As your school term is about to start, I pray with all of my heart that you'll perform well enough, handle your roles way above the standard expected of you, cope properly with the stress and tight schedule and be happy. You're made for great things, love. I know and I always know- Just have that silence assurance from God that He has created you for a big future.

Thank you for always being so dear to me.
Year 2012 will be a magical year, because I have you alongside me.